I was sat on a swing a couple of days ago in the local park, just watching the world go by. Thinking. Thinking about how wonderful yet also messed up this world is & how different it would be without me in it, it was then that I realised it wouldn’t be that different. I am just a nothing like a little spec of dust, that’s here but not wanted. Useless.
A boy that I have seen around in town a few times came and sat on the swing next to me. It was like he knew me all along. He sat there and sighed, he sat there and said to me ” I can see it in your eyes in your wondrous mind”. I just sat there in silence listening to him as he went on. ”The world, its crazy don’t you think? I’ve seen you around and I’ve seen you slip away into your own little fantasy far above the clouds. I’ve seen you smile and laugh out loud but I have also seen you quickly hide that smile when you think no one is looking when the truth is someone was. I was.The truth is the world would be different without you and it would never be the same without you ”.
Since that day I have never seen him again and I hoped that I would have but I haven’t.